Beth says:Spanx .. you tooo.
Beth says:and
Beth says:emm?
Emm says:yeahh?
Beth says:be happy
Beth says:kay?
Emm says:awww, Bethiee.
You know I do my bestt..
Beth says:okaay. Don't forget now ! Pleasse. Stay emm-ish always !
I love that girl. So much. And as much as my current situation with my friends HURTS and I wish it could be different....I don't think I need anyone but her. She loves me, at least.
French and Science exams today.
Everyone said the French exam was hard...I don't know what they were talking about.
Science was good. Pretty good. Actually, it was really good.
Though I found I was quite antsy during the two of them.Meh.
Hey...do you know any good study music?!
♥
Emm :)
- Mood:
loved
Just yes.
It is warm outside.
Yesterday,too.
The walls and floors at school were perspiring.
Walking through the hallway was one giant SQUEAK.
It was sticky and gross.
It was so humid, that it felt hard to breathe.
It was making my hair frizzy, and I couldn't have been happier.
Because, how often is it this warm here at the beginning of June?
Never. In fact, it almost snowed on the 1st.
I slept with my window open last night. And currently all the windows in the house are open as wide as possible.
IT'S RAINING OUT!
FUCK YESSSSSS!!!!
I LOVE RAIN!
ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S WARM!
It finally feels like summer.
It's supposed to be the same way tomorrow, too.
I think I'll wear my skirt and sandals because finally I can.
Just thought I'd...spread the joy.
♥
Em :)
ETA: I'm becoming addicted to
- Mood:
hot - Music:Taking a Chance on Love-Renée Oldstead
I am sooo tired.Physically and mentally. I get like this every year. Exams and stress and just....ugh. After the whole year I just need a break now. And trying to complete everything has everyone in a tizzy. The cirriculum, I mean. It's just stressful. And exams sort of caught me off guard this year. Blah. Oh well. It'll be over with in a couple of weeks, right? But, don't I not want this year to end? What the Hell.
In other news, I'M DONE WITH PHYS ED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! YAY!! RECREATION FOR ME!!
Staying away from my "friends" is hard. Especially since I realized that they don't miss me. It's hard to convince myself that I'm better off without them. But I know that I am. Even my classmates are noticing we're not the same. I think I grew up a little more. Maybe.
It's supposed to be 22 degrees (Celsius) and rainy tomorrow. YESSSS. That's my favorite type of weather. I am quite pumped.
And, you probably won't be hearing much from me for the rest of the week. I'll probably be studying hard.
♥
Em
- Mood:
drained - Music:Shh-Frou Frou
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heytherenatalie1- I'll answer with something random about you.
2- I'll dare you to try something.
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal.
Yes, I am indeed procrastinating.
Give me something to do, and comment.
I think I'm going outside to study, it feels like summer. FINALLY!
AND ZOMFG. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 25 DEGREES(Celsius) AND RAIN ON WEDNESDAY!! MY FAVORITE WEATHER EVERRRR!! SOOO PUMPED!
Love,
Emily :)
- Mood:
blah - Music:Dancing-Elisa
krys33!!! I hope you're having an amazing day. :) *squishes* ♥♥♥- I loved POTC: At World's End. Yep. End of Story.
-Arts and Tarts is tomorrow. It's our spring concert basically. So I'm in,like, everything besides three or four things? Junior band, senior band, jazz band, jazz combo, chamber choir and my solo and Alicia's back up vocals. Hmm. Everything except three. HAHA I must be insane.
Wish me luck with that.
- BIG NEWS! DAD AND MAE BROKE UP.
FINALLY he got around to seeing her as I saw her. She just really started to annoy him. And he started to be unhappy. I knew it wasn't right and I knew it wasn't going to work. I did. But I gave her a chance, and so did he. And it just wasn't working. He wasn't happy and neither was she. She was needy and insecure...and that's just...not for my dad. So they mutually called things off. My dad is fine. I'm certainly fine. So we're all happy again. But what it simply came down to was that she was in love with him and he wasn't with her. Although...I don't know how much longer I would've lasted. I would've said something eventually.
:)
You guys might get to hear about my concert tomorrow. haha. If I'm not too exhausted.
Ciao!
Emily :)
- Mood:
happy - Music:When I Fall In Love-Jazz Band...in my head.
- GRAD WAS SOOOOO FLIPPING AMAZING. AND SAD! AND GOOD THINGS ARE COMING OF THIS. I'LL GET TO THAT IN A SEC. But really. It was simply awesome. There will be a picspam. Probably tomorrow. I can't wait to tell you guys about it and post my pics.
-Okay. Do you remember me telling you about Kyle? And how we were,like, BEST FRIENDS but we drifted apart? I missed him. I missed him like mad. And I gave him a hug last night at grad...and I started to cry. And Becca, his friend/date asked me what was wrong and I said that we don't hang out anymore and that I missed him like mad. And she said that he missed me,too. So then I thought "Why aren't we friends? I'll talk to him soon." And she must have mentioned something to him, because today he came in and gave me an envelope. Inside were tickets to a PRIVATE SCREENING OF PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN THREE. I was just...I have no words. Things are looking up. We'll start over. Yaaay.
- SHERRY IS HOME. I AM SO FLIPPING HAPPY ABOUT THIS. She's home for ten days for my uncle's retirement party. And she surprised her sister and her dad. They had absolutely no clue that she was coming home. The looks on their faces were priceless. I went to the airport. :)
-The jazz band played in the middle of a grocery store today. It was amazing. I mean, how often do you get to do that? Play while people shop. And it's not too far from my house so my nan walked up to see me. (and my improvisation solo) And some lady walked up and interrupted our conductor to get her to move so that she could get her coffee! I was struggling not to laugh! But seriously...people can just be soooo rude.
I feel awesome right now. I'm...super super tired.
Ciao.
Emm ♥
- Mood:
exhausted
I went shopping with Andrea today. This time we bought a necklace, earrings, a bracelet, makeup and a journal.
Why did I buy a journal? Well, over coffee and pretzels Andrea and I talked (She's the perfect person to talk to. She gets inside my head, I swear. ) about my troubles with Mae. I am having trouble. But I can't even describe to myself what I'm feeling. She told me that when she went through her divorce that she kept a journal to try and sort out her feelings. She said that what you start off with at the top of the page, is usually much different than what you ended up with by the time you finished, and that by then end you usually had an answer. So she told me that whenever my wall( I have a wall. It comes up and prevents me from letting people in, being receptive, etc, etc.) comes up and blocks everyone out, to write down what happened to put up my wall and why it's up, and etc...and she just said that it really helps. I love her. I really do. :)
And I don't know if I told you...but I bought a dress! A yellow, sparkly, flowy dress that I can't wait to wear. There will probably be pictures. I'm excited to see everyone dressed up. It's gonna be bittersweet, though. I hope I'll be alright.
I also got a haircut. Layers in the front, It's so...not me...but it is at the same time, you know? In any case, I love it. And it's nice for the summer.
It feels like summer tonight. It's about time. Now, if only the leaves would come out. Blah.
And it's Victoria Day weekend...so I have tomorrow off!! :D:D:D
Mae is behind me. And I'm getting annoyed. Gah. Bleck. Ew.
♥
Emm
- Mood:
content
Okay, guys.
I'm not gonna lie.
Yesterday was brutal.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Seriously. You have no idea how much better you made me feel.
You really don't.
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I don't wanna graduate. We're all gonna be sad. And I'm finding it hard to draw anything positive from going to high school. Beth hates it. And I don't want to leave this behind. I really don't. We've been together for three entire years...and at this point it's like tearing a family apart. It just won't be the same.
I don't like change. Crap.
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I love my home. I love Newfoundland more than I can put into words. It's something that we all share, I think. And it's a love and a sense of pride that you can't really understand unless you're from here.
It makes me so sad to see what's happening to us.
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OKAY ENOUGH EMOZ. I'm actually feeling quite good.
I love you.
Thanks, again.
Emily :)
- Mood:
good - Music:The Walk-Imogen Heap
callieach!!!1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every title/experience/scene listed below, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
7. When you're finished tag some other people to do it!
Rawr! How are my flisties! I'm...pretty good! Pretty good....
I'm talking to a boy...sort of. He's...we went to school together for a year...and he apparently liked me. And then we did JCSS together...and we were friends....and then I found out that he was desperate. And he is in love with the idea of being in love. And it's really funny. Because he told me that he "still liked me" and it's just...funny. Because now, every time we talk...he shoves the fact that he's single in my face. And I just laugh at him. Because he tries to be subtle..but it doesn't work. And did I mention he can't keep a girlfriend for more than a month? And new girl he meets...he thinks is "the one". Stupid boys. Teenage romance (if you could even call it that) is stupid beyond words. :D
And it looks like you guys might get another smaller (i hope. no promises, though) picspam! Our teachers put their photos on a disk..and made copies for us! So now I have more pictures of stuff I didn't have before.(like gelato..mmmm...) I wanna go baaaaackkk!!!!!!
Tomorrow, I am going dress shopping with Andrea. I am stoked. She is amazing to go dress shopping with. And I am excited. (This is for my junior prom,btw.) aha..And she promised me a pretzel..and there shall be some great chats to be had. Awwww... yey! *is excited*
Love,
Emily
- Mood:
complacent - Music:Long Night-The Coors
I have an enormous headache. Ew.
You guys have heard me talk about my friend Andrea,right? Well today was her son's birthday, and I went to his party. They hired a magician. And he was amusing. He made a dove come out of a hat. And for the most part, it was pretty easy to figure out. Because, you know, there are logical explanations for everything. But the dove one was puzzling. But the little kids had fun so that was awesome. LITTLE KIDS MAKE ME LAUGH. THEY JUST DO AND THEY ARE HILARIOUS.
Inhaling helium is the funnest thing you will EVER do. Try it sometime. Seriously. It is a riot.
And my music teacher gave me a notebook and said that she wanted me to write down and keep track of all my musical performances so that I could look back on them one day. Isn't that nice? It made me all warm inside. And she wrote me a mushy note on the inside cover and it made me smile. It...kinda makes me guilty.
I have to do homework. Dad is going out to dinner with Mae.
And can I just say one thing? I thought I was naive. And I can be sometimes in certain situations. But I have never met anyone as naive as Mae. Dad says he's not sure if things are gonna last. I'm not sure how I feel about this. But it might not even be true. Blah.
I think...I might have a fever. Fuck. I feel sick all of a sudden.
Emm.
- Mood:
sick?
