I am sooo tired.Physically and mentally. I get like this every year. Exams and stress and just....ugh. After the whole year I just need a break now. And trying to complete everything has everyone in a tizzy. The cirriculum, I mean. It's just stressful. And exams sort of caught me off guard this year. Blah. Oh well. It'll be over with in a couple of weeks, right? But, don't I not want this year to end? What the Hell.

In other news, I'M DONE WITH PHYS ED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! YAY!! RECREATION FOR ME!!

Staying away from my "friends" is hard. Especially since I realized that they don't miss me. It's hard to convince myself that I'm better off without them. But I know that I am. Even my classmates are noticing we're not the same. I think I grew up a little more. Maybe.

It's supposed to be 22 degrees (Celsius) and rainy tomorrow. YESSSS. That's my favorite type of weather. I am quite pumped.

And, you probably won't be hearing much from me for the rest of the week. I'll probably be studying hard.

♥
Em

Okay, guys. 
I'm not gonna lie. 
Yesterday was brutal. 
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Seriously. You have no idea how much better you made me feel.
You really don't.

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I don't wanna graduate. We're all gonna be sad. And I'm finding it hard to draw anything positive from going to high school. Beth hates it. And I don't want to leave this behind. I really don't. We've been together for three entire years...and at this point it's like tearing a family apart. It just won't be the same.

I don't like change. Crap.

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I love my home. I love Newfoundland more than I can put into words. It's something that we all share, I think. And it's a love and a sense of pride that you can't really understand unless you're from here. 

It makes me so sad to see what's happening to us. 

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OKAY ENOUGH EMOZ. I'm actually feeling quite good. 
I love you. 

Thanks, again. 

Emily :)

I have an enormous headache. Ew.

You guys have heard me talk about my friend Andrea,right? Well today was her son's birthday, and I went to his party. They hired a magician. And he was amusing. He made a dove come out of a hat. And for the most part, it was pretty easy to figure out. Because, you know, there are logical explanations for everything. But the dove one was puzzling. But the little kids had fun so that was awesome. LITTLE KIDS MAKE ME LAUGH. THEY JUST DO AND THEY ARE HILARIOUS.

Inhaling helium is the funnest thing you will EVER do. Try it sometime. Seriously. It is a riot. 

And my music teacher gave me a notebook and said that she wanted me to write down and keep track of all my musical performances so that I could look back on them one day. Isn't that nice? It made me all warm inside. And she wrote me a mushy note on the inside cover and it made me smile. It...kinda makes me guilty.

I have to do homework. Dad is going out to dinner with Mae.

And can I just say one thing? I thought I was naive. And I can be sometimes in certain situations. But I have never met anyone as naive as Mae. Dad says he's not sure if things are gonna last. I'm not sure how I feel about this. But it might not even be true. Blah.

I think...I might have a fever. Fuck. I feel sick all of a sudden.

Emm.

So. Did you miss me? Pfft. Joking. :P 

I missed you guys though. Really, I did.

I'm soooo tired right now. Holy flip. 

I have so much to tell you and so many pictures to show you. I'm just very happy to be home.

Dakotah,Rebecca and Elva: your plane letters rocked my world. *loves*

I have never ever consumed so much pasta or ice cream in two weeks EVERRRR!!! 

So much to tell. 

I shall be back with stories...and to tell you alllllll about my trip. It was the most amazing time of my life. 

And later there will be a picspam. A big one. yay. 

I love you. I'm going to watch the episode of Bones that I missed. 

Ciao,
Emily :)

Holy boring entry! aha. Just something to let you know that I'm home safe and sound.

ETA: I did think of you collectively when I was on the Eiffel Tower, btw. ;)